forgot to post this together with the post after driving last night.

if it's one thing i realized. you can never depend on anyone. not even your best friends. the only person i can depend is myself and no others. nobody fucking cares these days. seems like one by one, every single one of the closest to me at some stage would leave me altogether.

maybe it's the life that i've always had since i was young.

i can count on nobody but myself. never trust anyone but myself.